于是那晚回去后，她做了件令自己很不齿又龌蹉的事                                                                                到了周一上午，她心里还是不平衡，她就找了苏韵。                                                                                苏韵说的对，她看上去是诉说自己悲惨的过去，其实是炫耀蒋慕承对她有多好，有多信任。                                                                                她最想让苏韵知道的是，蒋慕承在五年前帮她摆脱了不堪，而苏韵一定会想起自己的痛苦遭遇，心里难过为何蒋慕承没有早点出现。                                                                                她想让苏韵心里因此有疙瘩。                                                                                因为女人心里一旦有疙瘩，就会莫名的去跟男人无理取闹，她自己就是女人，也最了解女人。                                                                                                                                                                其实当时她也没大想明白，她怎么就能在苏韵面前轻易开口说出自己的过往，不仅说了，还哭了。                                                                                后来从医院出来时，她大概想通，因为苏韵过去的经历比她还要凄惨，所以她不觉得有多丢脸，甚至无形中还有了幸福感。