滞。                                                                                她领着采荷闷闷不乐的回了陆令筠的院子。                                                                                此时，陆令筠正忙着大事。                                                                                今儿是陆宽春闱放榜的大日子，陆家那边请她一起出去看。                                                                                她见程簌英闷闷不乐的进来，开口问道，“你这是怎么了，一脸不开心？”                                                                                “娘。”程簌英扑到陆令筠怀里，“我是不是很没用？”                                                                                “你怎么会这么想？”                                                                                “碧水苑里那个得爹爹宠爱，也能为她姨娘争宠爱，我就不能。”程簌英低着头，甚是自责。                                                                                程云朔不喜欢她，来她们主院也非常少。                                                                                她娘是侯府主母，竟然还没一个姨娘受宠。