真是该死！”                                                                                “对，我该死，我该死！三小姐，不用你多说，我现在就去死！”赵姨娘说着就撒泼得要去投湖。                                                                                “行了行了！”林老太太烦躁的看着这一幕，“先把南霞抬回屋里去！”                                                                                她看着一脸悲苦，又主动请罪的赵姨娘，也没再责罚她，先带着佟南霞回去。                                                                                她领着佟南霞走后，佟南鸢依旧气不过，“别以为我不知道你跟南霞说的都是什么！你总是贬低她，折辱她，你分明是要逼死她！”                                                                                “三小姐，你不是我，你哪里知道我当娘的心！”赵姨娘哭哭啼啼的抹着眼泪，“我难道不想她过好日子吗！我难道不想她做高门主母！还不是因为她是个庶女，是我肚子里爬出来的不争气的丫头！我是个卑贱的妾室，我就是想她看清楚自己的命运！她跟你们不一样！”                                                                                “别肖想那些不该做的梦！”                                                                                “我苦啊！我难啊！我的儿啊，你千不该万不该投在我这个无用的娘的肚子里！”                                                                                佟南鸢看她这样子，就跟一拳打在棉花上一