因为他真的看到了杜若从袖子里拿出了刀。                                                                                杜若说完这句话，大步流星向着后院而去，程云朔没有再追，整个人沉默在原地。                                                                                死生不复见。                                                                                谁都不知道程云朔在想什么，他一首等到杜若彻底离开，在原地一个人站了足足有一天，谁劝他都不动，首到晚上庙门要关的时候。                                                                                他转身回去了。                                                                                回去后，程云朔打开了锁上很久的月容阁。                                                                                一个人在里面待着。                                                                                任何人都不见。                                                                                此时，陆令筠的院子。                                                                                陆令筠知晓杜若带发修行守孝，还当众说了这辈子不再同程云朔见后，甚是意外。