程云朔那毫不在意的态度宛若最后一箭，彻底击穿了杜若给自己套起来的保护。                                                                                她在这一刻，如同溺水的人，熊熊的苦海瞬间将她淹没。                                                                                她所有的深情在对方眼里竟然不值一提。                                                                                她久久的盯着这样的程云朔，笑了起来。                                                                                笑着笑着哭了。                                                                                她此时脑子里想到的是陆令筠的话。                                                                                她没有面对现实的勇气。                                                                                是啊，其实她很早很早就感觉到了，可就是因为她知道现实很痛苦，她才不敢面对，一首离经叛道的躲避，但如今，她不想面对，也必须要面对。                                                                                血淋淋又无比真实的现实。                                                                                她彻底看透了程云朔。